Sombra by Leslie McAdam

Author:Leslie McAdam [McAdam, Leslie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

After hurriedly getting Tavo’s pants straightened and dusting off my knees, we run to the car but keep stopping to kiss on the way. I taste a little like him. He tastes a little like me, and it doesn’t matter. I want everything to do with him. Anything at all.

Normally, when he drives, he’s in no hurry.

Tonight, he speeds.

As we drive, I think about what we just did. I’ve only given a few blow jobs in my life, and they weren’t totally appreciated. While I don’t want to be thinking of Shane at a time like this, I can’t help myself. We’ve already broken up, I just need to confirm it. To hear him agree. Because this is what I deserve. A man who is fully in the moment, experiencing life with me, not someone planning for a future one that never comes.

Tavo reaches over and pushes back my hair. “The rainbow colors suit you.”

“You like it?” Even if he’s an effusive Spaniard, my soul is greedy for his compliments, and I let them soak in.

“I do.” He grins. “You like the Príncipe Alberto?”

“The what?”

“My piercing?”

“I do.” Oh, I do. It’s painful and sexy and erotic.

“I want you to feel how good it is.”

“I can’t wait,” I murmur.

When we get back, we park by his house and tread softly into his casita, not turning on the overhead lights. I stand in the middle of the room while Tavo turns on a light in the bathroom, then lights some candles. I catch a glimpse of my face in the mirror.

Wild, crazy-colored hair. Kiss-stung lips. Makeup blurred.

It looks like I’ve been fucked passionately, and I’m feeling that heat right now. I’ve been feeling that frenzy since I arrive in Spain. I can’t stay away from Tavo. I can’t stop thinking about him. I’m finally doing something for me.

I felt this way when I made the decision to go to Spain, but I came here with fetters. Now I’m on my own, deciding my next course of action.

And I know just what I want to do. Even if what I’m doing is wrong, I want to experience the wrongness. I want to stop being so afraid of making a mistake or offending someone else that I never live.

If I’m fucking up, I’m going to do it feeling awesome.

The low light of Tavo’s house is warm and comforting, and it smells like him—clean and manly. When he strides toward me, I rush into his enveloping arms.

“Kim, are you okay? We don’t have to do anything that you don’t want to. I’ll never push you. Are you sure?”

For a moment, I think about his question. I’m overcome with the enormity of our entire day. We’ve spent the day being a couple, trying new things, hanging out with new friends. We gave into desires and I took what I wanted. I even allowed myself to be wanton with him back in that alley.

And now, I hope, we’re going to be doing something even more overwhelming, hedonistic, and deliciously forbidden.

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